Post-High School Glam.... NOT.

My first few days as a high school graduate have been... Uneventful.

I had this whole idea that once I was done with high school, I could stay in bed all day, do nothing but eat and sleep. Do fun stuff.

So far, I haven't really done anything. And I'm dreadfully bored!  I haven't gone out for a movie. I haven't gorged on greasy french fries. I haven't drooled all over my bed. I haven't walked around the house in clothes that are wayyyyyyyyyyyyy too big for me.

I'm bored.

*sigh*



Tatii V

Rant? Me?

Okay, so loads of my friends have never really seen me "lose it."

Except this once, I cried in like Grade 4 cause I almost failed IP or something.

Well, ranting is not something I'm particularly fond of. And even when I do, it's always in my head. It would sound ridiculous if I said all of it out loud!!!

Even when I rant in my thoughts, half the words are unintelligible.

Kind of like.... : "WTFISWRONGWITHTHISMOFO!ICANNOTBELIEVEHE'DDOTHISTOME!OMG!OMFG!YEAHRIGHT!DOESHEHONESTLYTHINKHECANGETTHEBESTOFME?STUPIDSTUPIDSTUPIDSISSYEXCUSEOFAMAN!HECAN'TSTANDUPFRHIMSELF!DIDIHONESTLYTHINKHEWOULDN'TJUSTWATCHMEGETTRAMPLED?"

Yeah... Garbled :D

On 'Another Note' (LOL, pun intended ;) ) Who thinks this is funny?

♫ Demi Lovato - "Heart Attack" ♫

Okay, Demi's new track deserves to go like multi-platinum! This track features her amazingly powerful vocals brilliantly!

An artist constantly has to evolve. We've seen her fall and rise, and now she's flying. ( Go Demi! <3 )
The track is contemporary and is going strong on the charts and she hasn't even released an MV for it yet! I'm not even sure if she will, but she does have a Lyric video for it.


I love the lyrics!
They're so relateable!


And although this song is really high pitched and stuff, it's so catchy and gets me singing along everytime! (Not something Mom's happy about. He he he)

"You make me glow!
 But I cover up, won't let it show!
 So I'm putting my defenses up.
 Cause I don't wanna fall in love.
 If I ever did that, I think I'd have a heart attack!"

♫ All American Rejects - "Gives You Hell" ♫

This song means a lot to me. It got me through a tough spot.


And if for the life of me I ever find a hidden singing talent within my vocal chords I will post a cover of this song on YouTube and make a public dedication to the jerk who doesn't really deserve this space on my blog BUT HAVE YOU HEARD THIS SONG???


It is AMAZING!

" Now you'll never see, what you've done to me.

You can take back your memories, they're no good to me.

And here's all your lies.

You can't look me in the eyes

With the sad, sad look that you wear so well

When you see my face - Hope it gives you hell! Hope it gives you hell!

When you walk my way - Hope it gives you hell! Hope it gives you hell!

When you find a man (here - woman) that's worth a damn and treats you well!

Then he's a fool you're just as well - Hope it gives you hell! "

 

♫ Yoon Mi Rae A.K.A. T (Tasha) - "Get It In" ♫

" The world keeps spinning like a windmill.
Whatever happens keep it colder than a wind-chill.
Until then, just know we gon' win still.
You just another dead bug on my windshield.
SPLAT! "

 

OHMIGAWD

That awful moment when you realise you dated a two-faced snake with no pride what-so-ever.

 

♫ 2NE1 - "Lonely" ♫

"Baby I'm sorry. Even when you're here I'm lonely.
I'm so selfish, I ain't worthy of your heart.
Wait here, and watch me walk away.
I'm sorry, here's the ending to our story.
Even when we're close I still feel like we're worlds apart.
I can't stay, cause with you baby
I'm so lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely
Baby I'm so lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely..."

 

 

 

D-1

I'm sitting here, blogging, just 19 hours away from my PHYSICS FINALS! I am so nervous.. Not only is this my worst subject, I am FAR from well prepared.

I just realised I haven't touched Magnetism since June 2012!
And that I have NO notes in Alternating Currents.
And that I haven't learned the derivations for a Compound Microscope or an Astronomical Telescope.
And that nearly all the formulas look the same.
Half of them go ------- one-by-4-pi-epsilon-something-into-something-by-r-square-or-something.
The other half go -BInA or IBAn or BAn-omega or something.

I mean - GEEZ!

I'm gonna go to that exam hall and sit there, and forget EVERYTHING!!!!! And when that happens, I'll pretend to be calm. And then I'll realise my time is limited. And then I'll make up shit. And then I'll come home sad. And then I'll ruin it for the other exams.

I'm depressed.

Tatii V

Breaking Physics

In all the teenage books and movies of late, there's this kid who screams, "Yayyy! I got a C-!"
I've never really given much thought. The character is very rarely the protagonist and the scene is usually shoved in for comic relief.
Being a senior facing THE dreaded final exams, I should be practicing a derivation in Physics right about now. Yes, my Physics Finals is the day after. But I know zilch on the matter and I'm too nervous to study. So here, I am typing away.
Physics. Torture.
Chemistry. I don't even know.
Biology. My Ace.
Mathematics. Logical. But, I'm not so we've had this hate-hate relationship since, I don't know, forever?
I know right! I can't believe I CHOSE those subjects two years ago! I am still kicking myself in the derriere for subjecting myself to this, but here, at the point of no return, I'm breaking down... And outside, it's breaking dawn...
(Yes, that was my half-assed attempt at rhyming my sentences to sound more poetic. Didn't work :D )
Pointless really. Right now, I'm that kid who need the C- to graduate from high school.
It sucks and there are people I could blame and no one would be the wiser. It was my choice, I gotta live with it and survive somehow.
Imma hold out and stay strong.


But if in case, I DO fail - I'm blaming someone! O:)

Tatii V