Pending Chores and Procrastination

 

My room is plastered in "To Do" lists with all its neat little boxes left unchecked. Kinda sucky.
Right now, here's a few I know are urgent:

>> I need to write chapters to my online stories before my readers all desert me.

>> I need to clean my room before my mom decides to trash everything on the floors, beds, et cetera.

>> I need to sort out all the papers and notebooks shoved under my bed.

>> I need to finish writing my novel before I turn twenty.

>> I need to lose weight!

>> I need to learn how to ride a bike

>> I need to learn how to speak Hindi without sounding like a foreigner

>> I need to fix the windows in my room

>> I should probably make a bucket list.


Damn, I think Imma go actually do some of these things right now. I'll be back with that Bucket List later ;)

Tatii V

♫ CL - "The Baddest Female (나쁜 기집애)" ♫

Lee Chae-rin better known as the fierce leader CL of K-Pop girl group 2NE1 released her first solo single "The Baddest Female (나쁜 기집애)" and it is already an all-kill!

For those who can't read Hangul script, "나쁜 기집애" ------>> nappeun gijibae.

2NE1 is known for their fierce fresh style of music that like their YG labelmates - G-DRAGON, BIGBANG, PSY to mention a few - range from hip hop to various pop genres.

Unlike other K-Pop groups, 2NE1 stands out for not being a typical in any aspect. They do not dress like princessess and don't imitate Barbies.

So when the rapper and leader of 2NE1 brought out her very own solo single, everyone was expecting big things and dayum the girl brought it! Love the outfits, the style, the swag, the sets, the rap, the attitude and the cameo from G-DRAGON & Taeyang from BIGBANG! <3

 

 

 

Tatii V

High School, Grades & Moi

So today was THE day. Y'know? THE DAY!

What day you ask? The day the Educational Board released our grades. Our FINAL grades that determine whether you pass or fail high school. The grades that determine whether you get to leave high school and reminisce over the fun times or whether you stay and repeat a year (or two).

Well, I am pleased (more like extremely proud) to say that - I PASSED!

Yesterday, I couldn't sleep.

Why? Because my dearest little sister - a right little charm that one is - decided to burn the image of me on the verge of being eighteen and jobless (her words 'a hobo') into my head. When I tod her that was mean she figuratively decided to heighten my discomfort by telling me that if I had to change my course (i.e. repeat two years) I'd be in the same class as her.

Considering the four years that set our births apart, that one was like the flies on the poop.

Maybe a lot of people are curious as to what I could have possibly scored. I went through my exams with teacher's voices practically haunting me. Not the nicest way to go.

Well, HA! I passed Math, Physics, Chemistry and Biology! :D

I am ecstatic!

Now, I just have to get into college... *sigh*

 

Ya gotta love Ichigo's dad! Kurosaki Isshin FTW!

 

 

 

 

Tatii V

Picnic Spot

I'll be frank and say this - I hate the outdoors. I'm just not an outdoorsy person. I'm not the type of person to flounder in a grassy patch of ground and stuff. Mosquitoes. Bugs. Dirt.

It's just not my thing. Unless you know, there are actual picnic benches - clean ones.

I do like the beach though. But I still prefer pools.

It's not that I hate nature. I am quite the environmentalist, if I do say so myself. It's just that most living things petrify me.

Say for instance, the last time I was forced to go out on a picnic, we had intruders   (-______-)

 

 

 

 

 

 

Tatii V

 

BLEACH !!!

I know I'm really late to the Bleach fandom but I'm here! Finally!

I used to here people point at people and say 'Anime geek' and stuff, and you know what? I always wanted to be the person being pointed at!

I always thought anime was so cool as a little kid. Only, we never had Animax and the whole internet concept was beyond me when I was twelve       (-_______-)

Well, now I'm here and I am addicted.

I really really really do hope the anime starts again! </3

Anyway, I found this comic strip about Ichimaru Gin and Matsumoto Rangiku... Kekeke! Funny, ne?

 

 

 

Tatii V

Word Mole for Boredom

I don't play video games and if you're someone who knows me - I'm not an athlete. Non-athletes should atleast be able t play video games right?

WRONG!

I was playing some shizz called 'Milk and Nuts' or 'Nuts and Honey' or something (AND OHMIGAWD THAT SOUNDS WRONG!) and I couldn't even get past the first level! Something torpedoed me off the screen -____-

Well, I was bored and had only my cell phone for company. So I actually opened the inconspicuous little icon titled 'Games' that was the very last icon on my 'Most Frequent' page.

BrickBreaker. Tried it. Five minutes in and I'd conceeded defeat to the FIRST LEVEL three times.

Word Mole. Surprising really... It was fun! :D

I hit Level 28 in almost one hour and forty minutes. Maybe less ._.

Yes I am a super dork! (Y)

Tatii V

Following in L's Footsteps

L Lawliet - The Top 3 Detectives in the World

 

 

 

Me - some Asian kid who wishes she were a character in Death Note or Bleach :D

 

 

 

 

 

I didn't really eat that whole cake ._.

 

Tatii V

 

Doodles :D

Cruddy drawings, I know. But like I said, these are just a bunch of doodles :D

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Tatii V

Pokemon

So, my high school finals are FINALLY over and all that and before I start applying for colleges and stuff, I figured I could clean out my closet and stuff.

I found some old Pokemon cards and I have the three legendary birds!

ZAPDOS!MOLTRES! ARTICUNO!

LOL I am such a dork.

 

Tatii V

Post-High School Glam.... NOT.

My first few days as a high school graduate have been... Uneventful.

I had this whole idea that once I was done with high school, I could stay in bed all day, do nothing but eat and sleep. Do fun stuff.

So far, I haven't really done anything. And I'm dreadfully bored!  I haven't gone out for a movie. I haven't gorged on greasy french fries. I haven't drooled all over my bed. I haven't walked around the house in clothes that are wayyyyyyyyyyyyy too big for me.

I'm bored.

*sigh*



Tatii V

Rant? Me?

Okay, so loads of my friends have never really seen me "lose it."

Except this once, I cried in like Grade 4 cause I almost failed IP or something.

Well, ranting is not something I'm particularly fond of. And even when I do, it's always in my head. It would sound ridiculous if I said all of it out loud!!!

Even when I rant in my thoughts, half the words are unintelligible.

Kind of like.... : "WTFISWRONGWITHTHISMOFO!ICANNOTBELIEVEHE'DDOTHISTOME!OMG!OMFG!YEAHRIGHT!DOESHEHONESTLYTHINKHECANGETTHEBESTOFME?STUPIDSTUPIDSTUPIDSISSYEXCUSEOFAMAN!HECAN'TSTANDUPFRHIMSELF!DIDIHONESTLYTHINKHEWOULDN'TJUSTWATCHMEGETTRAMPLED?"

Yeah... Garbled :D

On 'Another Note' (LOL, pun intended ;) ) Who thinks this is funny?

♫ Demi Lovato - "Heart Attack" ♫

Okay, Demi's new track deserves to go like multi-platinum! This track features her amazingly powerful vocals brilliantly!

An artist constantly has to evolve. We've seen her fall and rise, and now she's flying. ( Go Demi! <3 )
The track is contemporary and is going strong on the charts and she hasn't even released an MV for it yet! I'm not even sure if she will, but she does have a Lyric video for it.


I love the lyrics!
They're so relateable!


And although this song is really high pitched and stuff, it's so catchy and gets me singing along everytime! (Not something Mom's happy about. He he he)

"You make me glow!
 But I cover up, won't let it show!
 So I'm putting my defenses up.
 Cause I don't wanna fall in love.
 If I ever did that, I think I'd have a heart attack!"

♫ All American Rejects - "Gives You Hell" ♫

This song means a lot to me. It got me through a tough spot.


And if for the life of me I ever find a hidden singing talent within my vocal chords I will post a cover of this song on YouTube and make a public dedication to the jerk who doesn't really deserve this space on my blog BUT HAVE YOU HEARD THIS SONG???


It is AMAZING!

" Now you'll never see, what you've done to me.

You can take back your memories, they're no good to me.

And here's all your lies.

You can't look me in the eyes

With the sad, sad look that you wear so well

When you see my face - Hope it gives you hell! Hope it gives you hell!

When you walk my way - Hope it gives you hell! Hope it gives you hell!

When you find a man (here - woman) that's worth a damn and treats you well!

Then he's a fool you're just as well - Hope it gives you hell! "

 

♫ Yoon Mi Rae A.K.A. T (Tasha) - "Get It In" ♫

" The world keeps spinning like a windmill.
Whatever happens keep it colder than a wind-chill.
Until then, just know we gon' win still.
You just another dead bug on my windshield.
SPLAT! "

 

OHMIGAWD

That awful moment when you realise you dated a two-faced snake with no pride what-so-ever.

 

♫ 2NE1 - "Lonely" ♫

"Baby I'm sorry. Even when you're here I'm lonely.
I'm so selfish, I ain't worthy of your heart.
Wait here, and watch me walk away.
I'm sorry, here's the ending to our story.
Even when we're close I still feel like we're worlds apart.
I can't stay, cause with you baby
I'm so lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely
Baby I'm so lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely..."

 

 

 

D-1

I'm sitting here, blogging, just 19 hours away from my PHYSICS FINALS! I am so nervous.. Not only is this my worst subject, I am FAR from well prepared.

I just realised I haven't touched Magnetism since June 2012!
And that I have NO notes in Alternating Currents.
And that I haven't learned the derivations for a Compound Microscope or an Astronomical Telescope.
And that nearly all the formulas look the same.
Half of them go ------- one-by-4-pi-epsilon-something-into-something-by-r-square-or-something.
The other half go -BInA or IBAn or BAn-omega or something.

I mean - GEEZ!

I'm gonna go to that exam hall and sit there, and forget EVERYTHING!!!!! And when that happens, I'll pretend to be calm. And then I'll realise my time is limited. And then I'll make up shit. And then I'll come home sad. And then I'll ruin it for the other exams.

I'm depressed.

Tatii V

Breaking Physics

In all the teenage books and movies of late, there's this kid who screams, "Yayyy! I got a C-!"
I've never really given much thought. The character is very rarely the protagonist and the scene is usually shoved in for comic relief.
Being a senior facing THE dreaded final exams, I should be practicing a derivation in Physics right about now. Yes, my Physics Finals is the day after. But I know zilch on the matter and I'm too nervous to study. So here, I am typing away.
Physics. Torture.
Chemistry. I don't even know.
Biology. My Ace.
Mathematics. Logical. But, I'm not so we've had this hate-hate relationship since, I don't know, forever?
I know right! I can't believe I CHOSE those subjects two years ago! I am still kicking myself in the derriere for subjecting myself to this, but here, at the point of no return, I'm breaking down... And outside, it's breaking dawn...
(Yes, that was my half-assed attempt at rhyming my sentences to sound more poetic. Didn't work :D )
Pointless really. Right now, I'm that kid who need the C- to graduate from high school.
It sucks and there are people I could blame and no one would be the wiser. It was my choice, I gotta live with it and survive somehow.
Imma hold out and stay strong.


But if in case, I DO fail - I'm blaming someone! O:)

Tatii V

Well, it says you'll have "baby lips" in 8 days. Lemme check on that and get back in 8 days :D

 

♫ Blood On The Dance Floor - "Bewitched" ♫

I know this song's not exactly new but I've got it on repeat! <3

Me likey Jayyyyyy ^^

 

♫ Jeffree Star - "I Fell In Love For The First Time" ♫

This song is just sooooo upbeat and catchy. I do love ALL Jeffree's music, but this one has this summer feel. It's just a really fun track that always gets me in a good mood.

 

My Romantic Valentine's Day

So... it's Valentine's Day.. And I don't have one this year. Kinda like last year.

 

Is it just me or is it a chain reaction?

I always get dumped before special occasions. Always. It's either a week before my birthday or a week before Valentine's day. Sad, I know.

Not to mention, why am I always dumped? Why don't I ever take initiative and be the dumpee for one. I mean seriously. We're on the rocks, yad-e-yad-e-ya. We both know. But I can't open my trap and kinda just shut up till he (whoever that might've been) decides to bring it up.

I seriously need to re-evaluate myself.

Back to my sorrowful little tale: This Valentine's is kinda really really depressing. Today was THE day me and someone special would have graduated from High School together on.. Not to mention, have been able to graduate on Valentine's day..

But apparently we weren't gonna work out anyway.


So enough about me.. Who wants an Oreo? :D




xoxo Tatii V

More Than JUST Valentine's Day

I wanted to start my new blog on a special day. Not just any random day of the year. Perhaps my birthday.. Or someone special's birthday.. New Year maybe. I never quite thought - or considered, for that matter - that it'd be Valentine's day.
Only, today is more than just Valentine's day for me..
It's the birthday of a very special friend. One of the most beautiful people one could ever meet. Beautiful in more ways than one.
Yes, she was aesthetically gifted but her heart shone too.

She could brighten up the darkest days of your life with her smile.. That's what made her special.. What MAKES her special..
It saddens me knowing that we can't see her right now.. But there are a lot of us out there who'll remember her.. Maybe she's smiling down at us right now from up there with the stars where she perches on a cloud.. Who knows?
We'll see her again someday.. But I can't help but wave at the stars tonight..



xoxo Tatii V